Tuesday, April 15, 2014

The story of the Axe and the Scalpel

An order of introductions:

There are 2 of us (so far) that came about the idea to take what we have learned from other parts of the Manosphere, recapitulate, aggregate or otherwise share what we know now as well as how it relates to our worldviews and experiences.

We are the Axe and the Scalpel.

The Axe: an introduction

   There have always been very apparent glitches in the Matrix, and when the red pill came for me I embraced it with enthusiasm and nearly choked on it. I had been a White Knight of the highest order and knew that things weren't working as "intended". It was my strongly held belief that it was within my power to exert enough will to change the world around me back to the way it was "supposed" to be. My discovery of the Manosphere and the red pill was unintentional. I was very much committed to my blue pill world that I had invested time, resources and an inordinate amount of brain and willpower to succeed in. I was looking for that last missing piece...

What I found was that I merely possessed the bottom right corner piece of the puzzle.

 For years I had a best friend who got every single girl I was interested in. A natural Alpha, the guy didn't even graduate high school, worked as a nobody in a non profit, had no car, no money...and yet women loved him. I spent the 8 years of our friendship having a perfect example of how to be an Alpha, and hating every minute of it. And when I was no longer useful I was turned on and my sphere of influence broke apart.

Then the Lord spoke to me. Yep. I was driving through construction at 3am, doing slaloms between the pylons. Thus began the 5 year reconciliation of the way the world is and the way God intended it as it was known to me.

3 years later and a failed 2 year relationship with "the one"(no such thing) I discover the red pill.

And I grieved. The whole world I built on the solid foundation of the female imperative came crashing down on my soul. In much the same way I grieved the 2 year relationship that I chose to end, I said the same goodbyes to my life long investment in the world in front of the real world.

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I have always felt the desire to improve the world around me as I have taken much that was offered freely to me. Through this blog I hope to increase, as well as increase the world around me through the free exchange of experience. Much of what I plan to write will be of what I have learned and how I came to such knowledge and Truth, as well as truth. I am very much still a work in process. On my quest from low level Beta to Apex Alpha, I have found friends and allies, brothers all, to blaze this path with. I am a man of modest education with a knack for stating the elusive obvious. I try to think useful thoughts, form practical opinions and enjoy cracking the code of humanity. Let us reason, together, as Men.

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